Strike?

I usually read political blogs.  This morning I started to, and just couldn’t.

Reasoned political analysis can fail in the face of stomach-churning fear.  I no longer feel the same shortness of breath, back of neck tightness stress about women’s reproductive rights, even though I fight for them, because they no longer affect me personally.  I can think and discuss them clearly.

The looming government shutdown, on the other hand, has me breaking out in cold sweats.

We have been through this before, over the 1995 and 1996 winter.  I had to go to the director of my eldest son’s preschool and ask for forbearance on the tuition payments.  Fortunately, we had a very generous landlady who gave us the grace we needed to get past the 28 days (five in November 1995, 23 from December 16, 1995 to January 6, 1996) that we had no income.  Not fun.  Neither was the period that followed, which involved untangling finances.  Things worked out okay, after a little while.  Federal employees were even given back pay to cover the time they were forcibly off work.

This time, though, we have more people to care for.  Teenagers are more expensive that toddlers, by a long shot.  (In food alone, if nothing else.)  We have doctor’s and dentist’s and orthodontist bills to take care of, and there are college application fees coming up.  Our housing expenses go not to an understanding woman, but to a large impersonal corporation that holds our mortgage and that quite frankly can’t give a damn.  (We would take money out of our retirement fund to tide us over, except that that takes time and the people who would process it would be off work themselves.) Federal employees have been warned that they are unlikely to be reimbursed for their forced time off.  We’ll get by, I think, but it is going to be really stressful.

I am sure there are others less fortunate than us for whom a shutdown will be an unmitigated disaster.  Not to mention all the secondary impacts, on restaurants where workers eat lunch, for example, or the gas stations affected by losing income that people would pay for gas to get to work.  According to the head of the Congressional Budget Office, a shutdown would be damaging to the nation’s still fragile economy.

All of this over the Affordable Care Act.

The Affordable Care Act makes economic sense.  According to the CBO, the act will save over $140 billion dollars over ten years, and repeal will only increase the deficit.  Remember the deficit? The one that all those Tea Partiers claim to care about? Clearly, scuttling Obama’s signature achievement takes a backseat to reasonable fiscal policy.

I’m not an unbiased observer in all this.  I have dogs in both sides of this hunt.

Everyday at work, I talk to people who hate the ACA.  Obamacare will ruin the nation.  Obamacare will give healthcare to illegal immigrants (it won’t).  People should not be forced to have health insurance, even though anyone who drives a car in any state in this country has to have car insurance.  People who have health insurance through their employers and who really don’t give a damn about those who don’t, those irresponsible people who did not get a job with an employer who provides benefits.  Employers who are taking or threatening cuts in benefits or hours, blaming Obamacare, even though small employers are exempt, and the Act does nothing to effect benefits already offered through employers.  (The mandate for large employers to offer insurance has been pushed back to 2015, anyway.) It gets wearying, sometimes, all of the misinformation and just plain mean-spiritedness out there.  That people are willing to oppose something in their long-term best economic interest out of ignorance and political spite undermines my faith in the American public.*

But on the other side, there are those other calls.  The calls to people who have been without insurance for two years because they have been desperately looking for work and up to now Medi-cal (California’s Medicaid program)  was assets based, meaning that since they owned a home they were not eligible. People who have paid exorbitant premiums because they have a pre-existing condition, if they could get coverage at all.  People who have insurance, but who are worried about their cousin who has only been able to find part-time jobs with no benefits, or their kid who has just turned twenty-seven and can’t be on their plan any more.  People deciding between food and medicine.

And those second calls outnumber the first, by a lot.  People need what this program offers.  Fortunately, I’m in a state where for the most part what the program will do is more important than the political forces behind it. (Except for Orange County, generally.  I hate calling down there.)

I believe in the Affordable Care Act.  I believe it makes sense in both economic and humanitarian terms. I believe it will make the country stronger, that its effect will spread farther than many people think of: not only will there be fewer people showing up in emergency rooms with preventable diseases, and more people whose cancer gets diagnosed at Stage One, when it is easier and cheaper to treat, than at Stage Four, but there will be more workers who get flu shots, meaning fewer days lost to illness.  Healthier workers are more productive workers.  More productive workers make the economy — and the country — stronger.

And so I take a deep breath.  I write President Obama, my Senators, and my Representative to do what they can to keep the Act intact.  And I mentally prepare for the worst.

I’ve never been in a union, but I wonder if this is what it feels like to prepare to strike.  Especially when the strike is in support of a different group of people.

Whatever.  Bring it on.  We’ll fight this one as long as we can.

*Every once in while you get the other side of the coin: people who hate Obamacare because we need to scratch the whole system and go to single-payer.  Those always make me smile.

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Best. Political. Ad. EVER.

I don’t give money to candidates in states I do not live in, as I have enough difficulty supporting candidates on my home turf, but I would sure throw this guy a few dollars — and a lot of time — if I lived in Massachusetts.

I guess it would be really sexist of me to observe how cute he is, too….

Geeky, unapologetic liberals make me swoon.

[Edited to add: Yes, I do know he’s an out gay man.  He’s still cute, and still makes me swoon. So does Nate Silver, for that matter, another out gay man.]

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We the People….

HAPPY CONSTITUTION DAY!!   GO FORTH AND EXERCISE YOUR RIGHTS!

Call your Senator’s office to let them know you want them to… work for a higher minimum wage, or federally mandated gun control, or whatever is on your political or ideological agenda. (Those are just on my political agenda.  Your mileage not only may but will vary.  That’s cool.)

Get together a peaceable assembly to protest U.S. actions towards Syria.  Or something else.  Whatever you want.

Sit in a church pew or stand on a street corner and recite the Lord’s Prayer. Or prayers from the Koran, or readings from the Torah. Or invocations to the Goddess. If you are on a street corner, though, be prepared to have someone argue with you.  Free speech, you know.

Write a letter to the editor.

Blog!

Go about your day feeling more or less secure that the police will not stop you on the street for no reason.  (Unless you are brown or black and live in New York.  Or many other places, actually — those places just do not have official “stop and frisk” policies.)

If you are so inclined, go to a gun range.  Provided you have properly licensed firearms, that is.

Reread Brown v. Board of Education, or Roe v. Wade, or Marbury v. Madison, or whatever your favorite Supreme Court Case is.  Find a case from last term that especially resonates with or delights you. Or outrages you.  (Shelby County v. Holder, anyone?)

If you are a young woman, read about Alice Paul.

If you are young African-American, read about Medgar Evers.

Actually, if you are a white male, read about both those people if you are not already familiar with them.

Register to vote.

Rejoice over Article III standing. And the Commerce Clause.

And, whatever you do, read the U.S. Constitution for yourself.  It is amazing how many people make claims about what is in there who have absolutely no clue.

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Things are….

Okay, not so hot.  Work has been occasionally problematic, and life in general kind of sucks.

A friend of mine has a motto, “Nobody died, nobody is going to jail.”  We’ve adopted it in our family, too.  Normally it works, except….

Yesterday morning was spent at the county jail getting a visitor pass to see a friend who is in the slammer, and the  evening was spent at a memorial service for my department head from when I was at the senses Census.

I know life is not all beer and skittles, nonetheless, I think I am due for a winning streak.

ETA: I was using the Dictate command on my Mac, hence “senses.”  Heh.

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A few thoughts…

“All honest labor is honorable.”  H.L. Greene, Jr. (a.k.a., my Dad.)

Every day should be Labor Day.

The good folks over at Lawyers, Guns, and Money have put together a set of labor day posts.  Check ’em out.

The people at the cable channel H2 (younger sibling of the History Channel) are either  blind to irony or are sick puppies: they scheduled a marathon of the series “The Men Who Built America” (about such friends to labor as Andrew Carnegie) for Labor Day. I do not object to the series as such — it goes in for less hagiography than is the norm for such shows from the History Channel and H2 — but really, people.  You could not have found a show on the history of the labor movement? Oh, wait — that might offend your core demographic.

Oh, and Governor Scott Walker of Wisconsin, who has done as much as he can to destroy the public sector unions in that state, Tweeted “Happy Labor Day!”  The reaction was pretty much what you’d expect.

At any rate, I hope you had a nice Labor Day.  We celebrated by going to the Computer History Museum, which was interesting (at least the first half, the second half I lived through and so it felt more like nostalgia than history).

Of course, computers have impacted labor in a myriad of ways, both good and bad, and the industry has not necessarily shown itself to be considerate of its workers.

Food for thought.

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I was wrong.

I have written about Aaron Schwarz before, both his original arrest and his suicide.

I should have just talked to the Red-Headed Menace.  He had not been paying attention to the case, and when I talked to him on Tuesday, I mentioned that Schwarz was charged with using MIT’s system without authorization. “Wait, he did this at MIT? But MIT is completely open! Anyone can get authorization there!”

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Sheesh, people.

I am working on a post on rape culture, and the way in which society aids and abets abusers and harassers, but it is slow going, primarily because I want to be thoughtful about the way that I approach the topic.  That said, a couple of things scream out to be said:

1.  Freedom of speech as identified by the First Amendment prevents the government from taking action to restrict what you say.  That’s all.  Everybody has a right to speak somewhere, but nobody has a right to the particular soapbox of their choosing at all times.

2. If you are the CEO of a social media company, and you defend the behavior of one of your subscribers with Voltaire’s supposed quote “I do not agree with what you have to say, but I’ll defend to the death your right to say it,” you are admitting that you would defend the right of individuals to harass others over protecting people — in this case women — from being harassed.  Good to know.  I had not planned to get a Storify account — I don’t really want another time sink on my hands — but now I definitely think I’ll pass.  Furthermore, if you cannot recognize the way in which harassment by your technology can look different from harassment by more traditional means, and if your policies were supposed to only cover “original material,” then your company is not one I would want to do business with anyway, since it seems to be run by idiots.

3.  I am bemused by the struggle women have had to go through to get harassing materials removed from social media sites, when some sites have been more than willing to take down pictures of nursing mothers faster than you can say “breastfeeding.”

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Doing good.

I have finished my intensive, two and a half day training, and start work tomorrow, on a project that will take the next several months.  I am now a Covered California Certified Educator.  Hurrah!

Just to define terms, Covered California is the health insurance exchange set up by the state of California to fulfill the requirements of the Patient Protection and Affordable Care Act.  Unlike some other states *cough Louisiana cough*, they chose to wholeheartedly embrace the opportunity to make getting health care as easy as possible.  Unlike some other states *cough Texas cough*, they are not trying to torpedo the Act with one hand and get money from it with the other.

I am one of many Certified Educators.  Our job is to let people know what their options are — indeed that, in spite of what some critics say, they have options, and can get financial help if they need it.  It is our job to tell them that no, the mom-and-pop bodega that they work at and that does not currently offer them insurance will not be penalized heavily under the new law, that anyone who says otherwise is either ignorant of the provisions of the law or deliberately lying. (Just to make clear, businesses with fewer than fifty employees will not be penalized if they do not offer employees health coverage, and some smaller businesses may be eligible for tax credits if they do.)  It is our job to route them to an Enrollment Specialist, who can help them actually sign up, or to the website (coveredca.com) where they can handle it themselves. (If you leave the “ed” out of that URL, you get routed to the website or a private insurance agency in San Diego.  I hope to hell that that site predates the creation of Covered California.  I would not go so far as to say that if it doesn’t  it would be a scam (and those have been coming out of the woodwork), but it would be despicable to prey on the confusion of people seeking less expensive insurance through the exchanges.)

This is good work.  It is good work because it pays me to do something I would find meaningful even if I were doing it for free.

I have talked before about my need to have meaning in my life. While I worry about financial security, I worry more about the fact that within twenty-five years I will be dead, and that I need to leave something behind me, even if that is only a young adult who is healthy because his folks got the insurance which provided for doctor visits, which caught the cancer while it was still early.

I do not need to be famous.  (Although, I am not going to lie, I’m sure I would not be unhappy with that.)  I would like to be known, admittedly, but more important is that I know myself that I am helping people get through this world in better shape.  I need to make a difference.

I struggle with this because I have always suffered from the “I’ve done nothing of importance” virus, even as some of my classmates have gone on to astounding careers. (That’s a sad side effect of attending elite institutions, along with heavy student loan debt.)  I need to change the world for the better — and in some small way I will be doing just that.

I am looking forward to the next several months.

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Gmail and me.

In court filings, Google stated that individuals who send email to people with Gmail accounts have “no legitimate expectation of privacy.”  This is not surprising. The surprising thing is that people — ok, some segments of the news media — are surprised by this.

It’s not news.  When Gmail first came out, I stated in my LiveJournal that not only was I not rushing out to get  Gmail account, I was not going to send email to any GMail users.  It was obvious from the beginning that they were going to scan email received by Gmail users. They stated it was only to find keywords that they could use to “fit” ads.

It rapidly became impossible to avoid Gmail.  Almost all of my friends moved to using Gmail for their primary email addresses.  What the hell, I thought.  I got a Gmail account myself.  I now have several, used for different purposes.

I got to where I did not see the ads — most of the time, I used my email client anyway.  I forgot they were scanning not just my mail, which was reasonable as I had agreed to this when I signed on for the service, but that of my correspondents, who had not.

I was shaken out of my complacency a couple of years ago, when I realized that I was getting the same ads when a particular friend wrote from their personal email as I did the first time they wrote me, which was from their work account.  (The ads were connected to their work — the same ads appeared when they emailed me from their personal account, even though none of the emails were related to their job.)  Neither address was Gmail. I found the idea that the two accounts were linked in some computer to be terribly upsetting. I once again realized that, in the Google paradigm, privacy was a concept which could be tossed aside in favor of ad revenues.

I don’t completely blame Google:  we’re the sheep which make them an insanely profitable company. It’s not just Gmail, either: docs, Google+, search… as a Digg user once observed, “if you’re not paying for something, you’re not the customer; you’re the product being sold.”  Notice the “we” above: I use Google like everyone else. I long ago decided that my searches were not going to be a problem, and in any case I could not see anyway around the loss of privacy without more inconvenience that I cared to incur. (Then again, my web searches are mundane to the max.) I don’t use docs for anything that I would not want the world to see.   I don’t use Google+, as Facebook has shown less of a desire to take over the entire world.  (Facebook’s privacy issues are legion, and the subject for another post.)  I moved this blog from Blogger to WordPress, in spite of my being much more comfortable with the Blogger writer interface, and much happier with the customization options, around the time I started being really uncomfortable with the amount of reach Google had into my life.

I still have Gmail, though.  I have Gmail accounts for professional and business mail, and one which is used primarily for a spam trap. [Edited to add: notifications from this blog go to one of those accounts.  Edited to add, again, on 9/18: Not any more, they don’t.  All comments to this post now  go to wwf@lithic.net.] The difference is that I request my friends send my personal email to an address at our house domain.

Efforts to avoid Gmail are nigh onto impossible.  At least half the people I correspond with have Gmail as their primary email provider.  The Stanford Alumni email system is now handled through Gmail, and my ISP started to make noises last year about having Google take over their email service.

I recognize that Gmail is a godsend for people who have no other options to get email — it allows them to have an address that they can use for applying to that great job in Sunnyvale, or letting the family know that Jennifer had her baby, or sending the “I’m sorry, Maria, but this isn’t working out” letter to the soon-to-be-ex girlfriend, or any one of the other myriad of things we do in our emails.

[Edited to add: It may seem ridiculous to even speak of my privacy, given the sometimes very personal things I write about here.  The core issue for me in any privacy discussion is control: I get to decide what to disclose here.  I have not always made wise decisions in that regard, but I got to make those decisions.  There are a great many things — some of them very important — that I do not talk about, and when I do disclose something intensely personal, it is for a reason.  Often it is to express solidarity with others who have gone through traumatic events, or, in one case, to let people know they are not alone.  In all the cases where I have spoken out on delicate matters, I have received grateful and supportive feedback from other women.  This is in no way, shape or form the same as someone having access to the personal email you send.]

I know that Google is unlikely to ever use my gmail content for anything but trying to sell me CPAP supplies.  I know that, had they wanted to, they could well look at all of it anyway — by a person, not a computer.  I try not to entertain the idea that they would be perfectly willing to toss my privacy out the window if it became financially useful for them to do so. I wonder if the only reason they fight so hard against government warrants is that for them not to do so would result in droves of people leaving the service.  If the government offered to pay them for the information, I am not so sanguine that they would not be willing to let the feds (or state, or whomever) have it.  (Why, yes, I have read Cory Doctorow’s “Scroogled.”  But finding the Doctorow story only let me put into words thoughts I was having anyway.)

I would not want my snail mail opened and scanned by the Post Office, regardless of how benign their stated reasons for doing so would be.  I hate that the email I send to my friends will not be accorded that same respect.

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I went to a Straight No Chaser concert last Saturday.  A trip on to iTunes to pick up some of their music (no, I didn’t buy all their CDs at the concert — just Under the Influence, the latest) also reminded me of the first a capella group I fell in love with, Rockapella.  They’re so wonderful that, in addition to their signature song, the theme to “Where in the World is Carmen San Diego” (best kids quiz show ever)*, I bought a copy of their version of Roy Orbison’s “Pretty Woman,” and … “It’s a Small World.”

That’s right, the annoying song from the Disneyland ride.  The ear worm from hell. They make it sound jazzy and fun.  I found myself singing along, something I normally don’t do when I am wearing headphones.  Railfan broke in, saying that the song had scarred him for life, which I thought a bit hyperbolic.

My kids, drama queens just like their mother.

*While looking for a YouTube video of the song, I ran across the last episode of the show.  (The late Lynn Thigpen was, as usual, wonderful as The Chief.) The last place they “visited” in catching WonderRat, the villain of the day?  The west coast of Florida.  Places like the Sunshine Skyway, Clearwater Beach, Tampa Stadium — the places of my childhood.  This made me inordinately happy.

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There should be a special place in hell for parents like that.

I’ve not been following pop culture all that much lately.  In any case, I do NOT keep up with the Kardashians.  My brain only hazily registered that Kim Kardashian had had her baby.

It was only a couple of days ago I found out that she named her baby North.  “Oh, great, another strange celebrity baby name.” It was a bit later that I remembered that the baby’s father was Kanye West, making the baby….

North West.

Weird baby names are one thing.  Weird baby name that are puns are worse.

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It is 2:30.  Three hours ago, I stumbled onto a post by PZ Myers at Pharyngula — the subject of which I’d rather not go into, if you don’t mind.

Watching the train wreck in the comments was horrible and fascinating and fuck-all triggering. I am wired and shaking and God* only knows when — or if — I will be able to sleep tonight.

I was going to complete my certification exam for work tomorrow.  I may need to rethink that plan.

So what have we learned, Pat?  That the Internet is no place to be traipsing around after 11 pm.

*Or god, in Myers’ case.
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Bits and pieces.

There is no day so bad a pint of Lagunitas Brewery Imperial Stout won’t make at least a little better.

School starts tomorrow (okay, later this morning). The Red-Headed Menace is pulling his first all-nighter, writing a six-page paper on Nate Silver’s The Signal and the Noise for his AP Lit class.  (In addition to reading Pride and Prejudice, he had to read a non-historical nonfiction book.) I think I need more beer.

I have become hooked on another reality tv show: Food Network’s Cutthroat Kitchen.  Think Chopped crossed with Survivor.  It’s stupid, it’s over-the-top, and none of the contestants are likable, but it’s amusing to watch posturing chefs have to butcher a turkey leg with a pocket-knife, or make their dishes using no utensils. Then, too, any show hosted by Alton Brown can’t be all bad.

I went to what is probably my last concert of the year yesterday: Straight No Chaser.  That concert — and the concerts I have seen this year generally — deserves its own post.  It was a great show.

The freezer is doing its periodic “I’m going on vacation for several days” work stoppage.  I purchased a 120 quart Coleman cooler, and dry ice, and plan to be eating dishes with ground beef for the next several days.

I caught one of my favorite movies on television this evening, Good Night and Good Luck.  I had always loved its powerful writing and nuanced acting, not to mention its unabashedly liberal sympathies (God bless George Clooney!), but I had forgotten exactly how visually arresting and beautiful it is.  I still cannot believe it lost the Best Picture Oscar to that overly-sappy, emotionally vapid Crash.

I have to remove Bejeweled from my computer.  While I will never admit exactly how much  time I have spent on it, last night after the concert I got sucked into a game which ended with me amassing over ten million points.  Yes, I have a problem.

Ah, well. Time to go check on the boy, and ask him what time he needs to be to school.

Sleep tight, and don’t let the bedbugs bite.

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John Oliver: “You’re allowed to root for the Yankees, you grew up in the Bronx…. you can’t just choose to root for the Yankees.”*

Regis Philbin: “So why do you root for the Mets?”

Oliver: “That’s because I’m British… I associate sports with misery.”

*When Philbin said he was a Yankees fan, there was a single cheer. When Oliver said he was a Mets fan, there were a lot of them.

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College daze.

I am working with a placement agency. (Yes, I have a job, but it cannot hurt to keep options open.) They required me to submit a .pdf of my college transcript. Looking at it carried me back to one of the most intense, and in retrospect, enjoyable periods of my life. (I love learning.)

My B+ in Nina Tumarkin’s 20th Century European History is the grade that I am most proud of in all my school years, at any level, including law school. “Nasty Nina,” as she was occasionally called behind her back, was tough — she once dismissed a class halfway through because someone fell asleep in the back of the room (and you either showed up on time or not at all) — and her grading reflected it. She was passionate about history, and had no patience for students who weren’t. Although it was couched in more academic language, one of her two finals questions could be condensed as “rewrite the Treaty of Versailles so it works.

I cannot imagine for the life of me how I managed to pull an A- in Medieval Latin. I was taking it because I needed one last semester of Latin to fulfill my language requirement, and remember nothing about the course. The transcripts don’t indicate teachers — I may have taken it because it was taught by the super cute young Latin associate professor. Needless to say, I remember pretty much no Latin, or even what we studied in any of my Latin classes, except faintly the work of the comic playwright Plautus we read in Latin Comedy. And that is pretty much only because his Miles Gloriosus was the basis for Stephen Sondheim’s A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum.  I was also in the Latin production of the Miles that the department put on: I was a (non-speaking) slave, a role I ended up with because a) my spoken Latin was execrable (I had chosen Latin because it had no language lab requirement, and it showed) and b) I kept erupting in giggles during my audition.

I had a perfect 4.0 in classes taken for a grade at MIT.  Of course, that was only three classes, but still…  Two of those classes were easy As: Politics, Media and the News pretty much required you to simply show up and listen; Evil and Decadence in Literature required you to show up and participate in class discussions.*   Both of them required papers, but Wellesley students are taught to write well the first thing they get to school, so that was no problem.  The last class, Logic and Political Argument, I worked my tail off, and surprised my professor by being good at the material even though I had never taken Calculus. (“But I thought all MIT students had to take Calculus to get in here!” “I’m a Wellesley student.” “Really? Wow.” **)

I did take a very good Contemporary Lit class at MIT (common reaction from most people: “but why on earth would you take a lit class at MIT?” Answer: I needed to be taking at least one class there to keep my job at the MIT Archives), but it was the hellish first semester of my senior year, so I took it pass/fail.  My most vivid memory of the class was during the Faulkner unit: I had walking pneumonia, and was beginning to run a fever, and rode back to Wellesley on the bus as it was beginning to snow, shivering and muttering “I don’t hate the South!” while ripping up my copy of Absolom! Absolom! page by page until all I had left were a series of half inch strips held together by the glued spine of the book. It was an absolutely fitting response to the novel. You might be able tell that I’m not a Faulkner fan.

I took eight classes in History, my major.  I took seven Women’s Studies classes (admittedly there was some overlap). I took five philosophy classes, four poli sci. Why, yes, I am a Humanities junkie, why do you ask?

I had a fondness for, shall we say, somewhat esoteric classes: the aforementioned Evil & Decadence in Literature; The Woman Question in Victorian England; Henry VIII: Wives and Policy; Feminism, Anti-feminism & Philosophy…

I’m not sure I remember a great deal from them, except how to read critically, and write well.  Pretty good lessons, don’t you think?


*In what was, looking back at it, a very inappropriate discussion, the professor quizzed me about my sex life.  Regarding a situation in one of the works we were studying (I don’t remember which one), he asked in class, “Do you have a boyfriend?” “Yes,” I answered.  “Well, then, it is like when you are having sex with your boyfriend and you are thinking of someone else.” “I don’t so that.”  “What do you mean, you don’t do that? Everyone does.”  “I don’t.”  The professor was quiet for a moment, and then he said softly, “I hope your young man realizes how lucky he is.”  The same professor invited me to an end of the term party at his house where he hit on me and tried to get me drunk.  I do not think the two incidents are unrelated.

**This whole knowing calculus = intelligence attitude was endemic among people at the Institute.  One young man of my acquaintance informed me, gently and with pity, that Wellesley “girls” were simply not as smart as MIT students, because they were not required to know Calculus to get in.  “Yes, but we’re required to be able to write a coherent English sentence,” I shot back.  He shut up.

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